It is always like that, having extra time to fix, five minutes for a break, before knowing next steps. It is some kind of Universe Protection, I know, I am sure of this process, the return cycle: stop, breath, believe, act and receive. My guardian angel is so assertive and knows me very well to make the stops in right moment to make me breath, think, calm me down. It is so symbolic for me. Some artifice to take control of my anxiety and to reduce my pression in being right and to reduce my necessity in being always available, to control many things around me. Hope God is in control of all things, hope to accept and to understand the message. No matter what it is. I am so confident, at this moment, in my mind there is no other option. I am prepared for that, I have been prepared by the Universe, with many difficult situations and situations I had to deal with during my entire life, Being a people developer I have been prepared for leadership, for taking care of people, for this global exposure, for this position, for being someone in the critical path, with courage to raise others hands and be in front of them, saying that we can do. Always. Working hard and being fair, there is no reason to worry, you know you have good things to export, to share, to inspire. I can feel deeply my readiness and preparation … I mean, I can. Just it, WE can.
Many years ago, when I have started, I remembered, in our long talking conversations, pointing many attitudes and believes, studying and improving myself. A future prediction. Now, I can have even the same feelings, same insights, I used to have at that time, this period that I called or baptized my “cure”. At that conversations, I was full of questions about many things and situations, as a good student, taking notes about all advices and example. Taking a “playing card” to make that conversation unique, and to fix a name, to make it has a title, to memorize it in my soul. Exactly similar, as how I do here in my postings, in my texts, in my comments in this blog.
Many times, in somehow, pointing a finger to the Universe, as a victim of history, questioning mainly my readiness, and how I got less opportunities than I would deserve, Analyzing many characteristics, mainly related to leadership, as my top and best skill, and now, I am totally confident and prepared, and more, I have asked for this opportunity, exactly for for this opportunity, which is huge because it is linked to a lot of growth and knowledge, being among the best. I am ready, I can feel deeply my readiness and preparation for this next big step. That´s the main point. It has happened. I am there, as I always worked and dreamed for. So Universe is powerful, and design its own path, the right path, I can say, with many challenges and situations, made to provide me the right lessons for my real journey.
In front of me my 90 Days Plan (yes, I have made it, hahahaha), looking to my post-its, colored, with many items that I have tried to put alive during these last 10 years, most without success and sponsorship´, now it is time to reinvent again and to put in place all of them, In a short period of time, I have already the opportunity to success with some initiatives. It is crazy. Seems like I was trying to open the door from the wrong side. Ok. Probably was a preparation to never give up, to develop resilience, strong resilience. It is ok, the time has arrived. He kept the promise, with wisdom and pragmatism, to make me have more visibility, and more positioning, to bring seniority, to bring responsibility, more work, and to finally, at the end, could give recognition, rewards, trainings and promotions. I was gifted by a group of people that I admire and that I have the honor of working and belonging, so resilient. And now I will have the tools and infrastructure to change and to put in place my dreams, and probably, in somehow, to help original group that is watching equivocated actions immersed in a blind strategy.
That is my turn. I am convinced of that. The time has just arrived. And right now Thinking about everything, it is not a coincidence to have my conversation with him, such a nice boy, bringing light and kindness to me, praising my English Level, putting me in C Level in European Reference Table. So nice, some kind of empowerment from someone I have never told before in my entire life. It can not be just a coincidence, it is a gift from Heaven. Please Universe, protect me, guide me, stay with me, stand by me. I need your support and I need you in my life, as always. Of course! As I said, Everything is connected and there is much symbolism in many non-coincidences I deal with mixed feelings during all my professional life. It makes me stronger and makes me believe, every day, more and more, that I deserve to be here and I have the opportunity to be myself, my choice, I have always deserved it and it is mine now. It had always been mine, since I began my journey. Thanks God.
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